CommentSave StorySave this storyCommentSave StorySave this story story I set out to write.I was going to talk about a pretty feel-good firearms competition I went to earlier this year, where trans and queer people made up about a quarter of participants and the unofficial rule was youâre not allowed to be a bigot. I was going to describe the strange and whimsical mix of subcultures people embraced thereâlike polyamory and Mad Max cosplayâwrapped up in pro-LGBT and Black Lives Matter patches.Then Charlie Kirk was killed.Suddenly I found myself wondering if I should write this story at all. If doing so would put my sourcesâgun-loving trans people in Trumpâs Americaâin danger. Iâm still going to talk about the things I just mentioned. But this story, even as I write, continues to get darker. and Iâm riding bitch in a pseudo golf cart at a gun range in the not-quite-desert that is Parma, Idaho, listening to two competitive shooters jokingly bicker over which one of them is more marginalized. One, a 22-year-old YouTuber who goes by Gun Bunny, is a Russian Jew who is poly-pansexual and has Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, a disability that makes her joints hurt, along with autism and ADHD. The other, our driver, is an Indigenous-Mexican Slovak Jew who is trans and chronically disabled. As we grind to a halt, dust from the dirt road blowing around us, Gun Bunny declares the other shooter a winner. âYou have Slovak Jew, so you do have me beat,â she says, to which our driver replies, âeven the Russians screwed us.â Laughing, Gun Bunny offers a truce and a mission for them both. âSo what youâre saying is we should team up to defeat Nazis.âA quarter of Brutality match attendees were LGBT+. Photograph: Natalie BehringYouTuber Gun Bunny at the Brutality match in Parma, Idaho. Photograph: NATALIE BEHRINGQuip notwithstanding, the vibes at the High Desert Brutality match are closer to Burning Man than paramilitary. The shooting competition combines marksmanship with tasks like throwing 58-pound kettle bells down a field, lugging heavy jugs, running around in trenches, and hitting targets from a fast-moving postapocalyptic sand buggy, all under the beating hot sun. Thereâs also a leftist theme (âa workersâ rights uprising on Marsâ), cosplayâGun Bunny is dressed in a Dune-inspired grey stillsuit made from workout clothes and faux leatherâand elaborate set design. Itâs one of the most intense shooting competitions Iâve been to and also one of the most queer-friendly events Iâve attended all year. Almost all of the 135 participants have traveled a long way.While America has no dearth of shooting contests, there are only a handful of Brutality matches a year, and again and again I hear thereâs nothing else like them. A big part of that is the effort that goes into staging and the difficulty of the challenges. But a much bigger part is that minorities arenât made to feel like outsiders. âWe will welcome with open arms anyone that isn't hateful,â says event organizer Karl Kasarda, a 6-foot-tall firearms content creator on YouTubeâaka a âguntuberââwith a salt-and-pepper undercut that flops to the right on top.Karl Kasarda, who runs the InRange TV YouTube channel, hosts several Brutality matches a year. Photograph: Natalie BehringKasarda is dressed in a sandy acid-wash T-shirt and tartan cargo pantsââpostapocalyptic cowboy meets dad,â Gun Bunny chimes in. A 51-year-old cis white man whose love of subcultures spans hacking, industrial music, and a stint as a minister with the Satanic Temple, Kasarda eschews the title of âleader.â On the contrary, he says he has âa problem with authorityâ and âflirtsâ with the idea of anarchy. But there is no question he is largely responsible for building this alternative gun community, which he and others describe as the âpunk rock outsiders of the shooting community.ââIf you want to learn about guns, ask your spicy trans girlfriends.âHis movement started about a decade ago with a YouTube channel, InRange TV, which now has around 930,000 followers. Kasardaâs videos frequently focus on firearms history he believes many conservatives in the gun world would love to forget, like slave revolts, members of a Native American tribe kicking the KKKâs ass in a standoff in North Carolina in 1958, and a possibly trans midwife in Colonel George Armstrong Custerâs cavalry. The channelâs description says itâs âactively anti-racist, pro human liberation and LGBTQ+ rights,â and Kasarda is a champion of â2A For All,â the belief that everyone, particularly minorities, should have access to arms. While that might seem like a natural stance for any gun-loving American, Kasardaâs views have pissed off right-wing gun nuts so badly that there are years-long angry threads about him on AR15.com and Kiwi Farms, a forum notorious for harassing trans folks. âWe donât want to talk about marginalized communities depending on firearms because we donât like the marginalized communities,â Kasarda says, of how right-wingers see the issue.These tensions have gotten worse under Trump 2.0. After the president was reelected, left-leaning and queer-focused firearms organizations and classes like the Liberal Gun Club and the Pink Pistols told me they were seeing major spikes in interest and attendance. In early September, media outlets reported that Justice Department officials were considering a gun ban for trans people. In response, one trans gun content creator recommended trans Americans whoâd been planning to purchase firearms âdo so now.â was shot to death, Charlie Kirk shared a myth about trans people propagating mass shootings. An attendee at one of his Turning Point USA events asked him, âDo you know how many transgender Americans have been mass shooters over the last 10 years?â to which Kirk replied, âToo many.â Numbers from the nonprofit Gun Violence Archive find that there have been five confirmed trans or nonbinary mass shooters between January 2013 and September 2025, making trans people responsible for less than 0.1 percent of the 5,748 mass shootings the group tracked in that time period.Neither that data, nor the fact that the suspect in Kirkâs killing is not trans, has stopped the right from using his death to further its crusade against transgender Americans. Bolstered by an early Wall Street Journal report, which cited an inaccurate federal memo saying authorities suspected there was âtransgender and anti-fascist ideologyâ carved into some of the bullet casings at the scene, prominent Republicans have said trans people should be locked in mental institutions or not be allowed to use the internet. The Heritage Foundation, which published Project 2025, a policy blueprint for the Trump administration, is now calling for the Federal Bureau of Investigation to create a âTransgender Ideology-Inspired Violent Extremismâ category for domestic terrorism. pro-gun Americansâand Iâve talked to lots on the left and rightâplenty of Brutality match attendees are concerned with self-defense. âPeople see a threat, they're scared,â says Jane Bird, a soft-spoken trans educator in her late thirties. Weâre chatting inside the clubhouse at the Parma Rod and Gun Club as the shooters prepare for the day. Itâs a basic shack, equipped with a bathroom and water and swarming with an ungodly number of flies. So is the rest of the rangeâapparently a result of a local farmâs recent fertilizer deployment. Bird is resting before her plan to compete tomorrow in the Roaring 20s division, where sheâll be cosplaying as Corporal Betsy, a lesbian character in Fallout: New Vegas. (Other divisions, like Cyberpunk and Space Cowboy, determine what styles of guns people can useâmodern or historic.)Trans educator Jane Bird. Photograph: NATALIE BEHRINGPhotograph: Natalie BehringBird lives in Iowa, a state that recently removed gender identity as a protected class from its Civil Rights Act. She doesnât want her real name used here because, as someone who works with kids, she believes it would âbe very, very, very easy to end up on the LibsofTikTok or Tucker Carlson.â In recent months, Bird and a handful of other progressive shooters have been hosting free self-defense 101 classes for marginalized people. Sometimes, that just means helping people realize that firearms arenât suited for them. âThereâs almost a stereotype, an in-group stereotype, that if you want to learn about guns, ask your spicy trans girlfriends,â she says. âI'm now, I guess, one of those.âSheâs a good shot. She should beâgrowing up in Wisconsin, her dad, a competitive shooter since the â70s, was âbuying guns for me before I was born,â she says. Both the rifle and handgun sheâs using this weekend were his. She took a break from them in her twenties, due to the mental toll of being closeted. âI didnât want to be around anything that made self-harm easy,â she says. The decision to come out also alienated her from certain family members, including her grandfather, who refused to call her by her name.After she started getting back into shooting around 2019, she came across InRange TV through some friends at a since-defunct Iowa chapter of the Socialist Rifle Association. Her first reaction to a Brutality match was, âI could never do that.â Now, sheâs not only doing it, sheâs part of InRangeâs staff, in charge of making their logos and designs. She shows me one of her patchesâa mama possum carrying armed babies on her back; her water bottles are decked out in stickered slogans like âProtect Trans Youth.âBird has been to two Brutality matches this year. (For non-staff, the competition fee is $300 to $400.) She contrasts the vibe at those events with that of a local shooting club. âThe last time I tried to show up, there were two other women there, and when the second arrived, the first one said to her, âI'm glad there's another real woman here for a change,ââ Bird says. âI just decided itâs really not worth it trying to go to those anymore.âA Brutality match attendee in Parma, Idaho. Photograph: Natalie Behring death, right-wing personalities like Andy Ngo were sharing images of trans people taking up arms on social media, implying they present a threat. Following the arrest of Kirk shooting suspect Tyler Robinson, that paranoia reached a fever pitch, with many ostensible supporters of the Second Amendment suggesting trans people be stripped of their arms. âHow much do you want to bet we are going to find out there is a Trans terror cell that groomed Tyler Robinson and possibly even provided him with the gun to kill Charlie?â asked MAGA influencer Laura Loomer on X on September 13, following up with a slur. âThere are literally shooting clubs now where Trannies meet up to learn how to shoot rifles and they wear shirts that say âKill fascistsâ and âthe 2nd Amendment is for shooting cops.â They are training for war. Itâs very dangerous.â not training for war. Certainly not at this event.Instead, Iâve been getting the tea about how Brutality matches are a kink-friendly space from Deviant Ollam, a 48-year-old hacker and guntuber with an âarm trans womenâ patch above his right butt cheek and âAbolish ICEâ stickers heâs handing out freely. Ollam is poly, pansexual, and currently figuring out his status with Gun Bunny. The two of them, who have 180,000 and 22,000 YouTube subscribers, respectively, affectionately hold each other throughout the weekend. Bunnyâs boyfriend, who is married, poly, and wearing a âPro Gun, Pro Gay, A Better Way 2Aâ shirt, is also here.Gear at the Brutality match. Photograph: Natalie BehringCompetitors at the event used modern and historic guns. Photograph: NATALIE BEHRINGI follow Ollam onto a platform about 20 feet up a watch tower to start his challengeâlong-distance shooting to take down colonial attack ships on this fantasy version of Mars. But 30 seconds after he pops off a few shots with his rifle, people start shouting âFire!â They donât mean gunfire. Ollamâs shots spark a grass fire in the dry, 90-degree heat. Itâs spreading fast and wideâhuge plumes of smoke blowing into the airâand we all make our way closer to the rangeâs parking lot as we wait for emergency crews to arrive.With my reporting plan literally up in flames, I decide to meet with Tacticool Girlfriend, one of the few prominent trans guntubers, at her hotel room in nearby Nampa. Earlier in the day, before the event came to a sudden halt, I watched her shoot targets out of an abandoned school bus with an AR-15, later placing third at that stage. I was impressed by her speed and marksmanship. In the poorly lit room, which sheâs sharing with two fellow trans women shooters, her content-creation prowess comes to life. She knows her angles, and thatâs harder with a bulky AR-15 involved. She is striking. Her thick, black eyebrows and pronounced cheekbones make her stand out in a crowd, even when her mouth is covered by her keffiyeh, which she wears to hide her identity.Trans guntuber Tacticool Girlfriend. Photograph: Natalie BehringUnlike some of the others, Tacticool Girlfriend, who is also a âstraight-upâ anarchist, says sheâs never felt unwelcome at any shooting events. Her friend, whom Iâll call Nancy (they both ask that I not use their real names), even jokes that they love coming to small towns because people generally donât âclockâ them as trans. But they did get some looks at a gun store, Nancy adds, so they tried to fit in. âAs soon as we started talking shit about Gavin Newsom, they got real friendly,â Nancy says. âItâs annoying, because itâs like, yeah, like, you hate liberals and I hate liberals, but not for the same reason.âTacticool Girlfriendâs interest in firearms stems from being a history buff doing Soviet Red Army reenactments, but leading up to Trumpâs 2016 win, she started training in earnest, with modern guns. âI just kind of saw the writing on the walls, like where America was going,â she says. Sheâs also been the target of threats and paranoid accusations. While she carries at all times, to be prepared for a worst-case scenario, she says she knows it doesn't guarantee her safetyâand she's not seeking confrontation. âPeople give us way more credit than we actually deserve,â she says. âWe're just dressing up in our little costumes and shooting guns for fun.âAt a backyard gathering of Brutality match shooters later that evening, Kasarda tells me about his YouTube interview, in January 2021, with Tacticool Girlfriend. At the time, heâd noticed her YouTube channel, which now has almost 67,000 subscribers, and wanted to signal-boost her. They talked about shooting matches and âstuff we liked.â They didnât talk about trans issues, or even the fact that she is trans. Still, everyone lost their shit, Kasarda says. âWhat that boiled down to was a realization that I don't think there was a way to fix the old gun community,â he says. There were people he had to ask to leave the InRange community. But he also lost half of his Patreon income and âmostâ industry contacts. (He doesnât accept sponsors because he feels theyâre a âcorrupting influence.â) âWe've had to really build our own path forward,â Kasarda says.Kasardaâs ability to rally people almost has me feeling a sense of kumbaya about the community heâs helped create. One that is about to be tested again.âReverend Charlesâ dressed as a martian at the Brutality match. Photograph: Natalie Behring following Kirkâs killing, everything ramps up. I watch the conservative rage machine deploy against trans people. Thereâs a witch hunt for Robinsonâs roommate, whom Utah governor Spencer Cox alleged is transâa rumor that spread quickly. (This despite the fact that the roommate, whom Cox also described as âincredibly cooperative,â has not publicly commented on their gender identity.) My editors and I discuss if and how to proceed. I think about the photos and videos of trans people on gun ranges being used to drum up fear, and wonder howâor ifâour reporting can avoid the same fate.I check in with my sources to see how theyâre reacting to the news. There is a wariness in everyone. A sense that the temperature canât be turned down, that some people cannot be defused of their conviction that weâre in an ideological warâor maybe even the beginnings of a real one. There are also nerves about how this piece will come together, but also a desire for their stories to be heard and told accurately; thatâs about all I can offer, but it seems a worthwhile effort.Bird tells me that, the week Kirk died, sheâd had a range day planned to help a trans woman friend select her first firearm. A couple days after the shooting, she went to a gun store to pick up ammo for the session. âThat is the most stared at I have been at a gun store for years,â she says. Itâs a shop sheâs been to before, where sheâs normally asked if she needs help finding anything. This time, she says, people edged out of her way and avoided talking to her. Immediately after Kirkâs death, she remembers thinking, âOh, please don't let it be one of us.â Even though Robinson isnât trans, she feels people like her are being punished âcollectively.âBut Bird does offer glimpses of optimism, in small ways. In August, a family member died, and she reconciled with her grandfatherâthe one who couldnât accept her transitionâat the funeral. âThe first thing he said to me was âJane,â and he gave me a huge hug and called me by my name again, and said, âYour grandpa's finally come around.ââ And despite the fact that she disagrees politically with many of the people she encounters at her local gun range, an instructor recently reminded members that the âSecond Amendment has to be for everyone.âKasarda, meanwhile, is still fighting toxicity within the wider gun community. A few hours after Kirk was shot, he posted on Bluesky denouncing the crime: âAssassinations are not self nor community defense. This country is not at war, and we should *all* strive for it not to be. Violence begets violence and it is *never acceptable* to instigate it.â Then he sat in his home office and cried. Forums like AR15.com and Kiwi Farms still blamed him and accused him of being in âcyaâ (cover your ass) mode. Authorities still havenât stated Robinsonâs motive, though an indictment listing the charges against him, including aggravated murder, includes an interview with his mother saying he started leaning âmore to the left,â due to his âpro-gay and trans rightsâ views. Kasarda doesnât think it matters much. âWeâre headed to some very bad things as a result of this,â he says.The competition combines physically exhausting tasks with marksmanship. Photograph: Natalie BehringWhen I check in on Tacticool Girlfriend, she compares this moment to Italyâs Years of Lead, a period of left- and right-wing terrorism from the late 1960s to the 1980s, in which hundreds of people were killed in over 14,000 attacks. If America is going to have another civil war, she predicts, itâll be closer to that than anything else.Still, she says, she likes the life sheâs made for herself here, and she doesnât want to give it up. âBeing a trans person in the world is inherently dangerous,â she says. âThere are people who hate us for no good reason, no matter where we go.â At the end of the conversation, she tells me she has another shooting competition next weekend.What Say You?Let us know what you think about this article in the comments below. Alternatively, you can submit a letter to the editor at mail@wired.com.
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